its raining because i dont have you here.
its raining so heavily because i wont be having you for christmas.

but im happy, still.
because we just spent an entire week together at my house.
and spending an entire week with you every single minute is even better than spending a christmas with you, or clubbing once with you.

because i love the way you radiate so much heat when you sleep at night
so much heat that i get so worried you might be having fever instead
that i get up to feel your forehead for any temperature.
then your heater arms will wrap me like an octopus and grab me back down to bed and shove my head into your heater chest and neck.

and i love the way when we watch dvd, you grab the blanket out to the living room and cover the both of us, sharing one recliner.
and then when i sweat like mad onto you, you dont seem to realise.
and also the very interesting fact that when i fell asleep throughout the movie you dont seem to realise either.

and i also love the way we wake up in the morning and we spend time debating who goes to wash up first.

and i love the way you continue sleeping on my bed when i get up for tuition.
because its especially enchanting when i go back into my room after tuition and i see you there curling up with chicken little 2 by your side.

and i love the way we wash the dishes together after meals.
you soap the dishes, i wash the soap off.

and although i hate the way you always attitude me when you're doing your work,
i still love studying beside you.

and i love the way we go out of the house together.

and i love the many many things about you.

and next week, your house.
and im still waiting for my surprise.